I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too, I think of you in silence, i often speak your name. All I have memories and a picture in a frame, your memory is a keepsake, from which i’ll never part.
Today would be my dad’s birthday and I would call him and wished him “WSZYSTKIEGO NAJLESZEGO” (Happy birthday). He is gone now and I miss him a lot. I think about him every day and wish to see him, or talk to him again. He passed away so unexpectedly over a year ago since then I’m trying to get myself together – not easy. I came across this quote above so many times that I just had to use it in this post.
A few weeks ago my husband and I went to Free Flight – Exotic Bird Sanctuary in Del Mar. It is a great place where you can learn about all the beautiful flying creatures. The best part is that you can interact with the birds – touch them, feed them, and etc. We spent there about 4 hours enjoying company of all the majestic birds. Here is one of hundreds pictures I took that day.
I hope some day (some day soon) this quote affect my thinking.In last year with my dad passing away, being far away from my family and friends I lost my confidence, enthusiasm, and happiness. I find myself comparing and wishing to be as good as someone else. I know who I am, I am just lost at this moment. I’m looking for cure. Magic cure that one day will bring joy into my life. I know time heals all wounds, but how long will it take? I’m repeating these quote to myself for weeks now hoping one day I will see beauty of our world again.
Tired, Overwhelmed, and Burned Out – this is how I feel at this moment. But I know it is all for the better and THE BEST IS STILL YET TO COME. We are geting ready for a 5,5 month trip to Europe, my husband is working on his new business, I’m working my both jobs, learning photography and post processing, and taking care of the usual daily stuff – it looks like there aren’t enough hours in the day. I just say to myself it is only 2 months more and our lifetime adventure will start. It is worth to go through these because at the end it will be an amazing step into our next stage of our lives.